I've moved. (:
ask me for link.


and yeah, it's getting nowhere if things go on like this.
you said you are but you aren't.
yeah. 

still, it's killing me.
will it be fair for me and you?

do you know i'm still waiting for your answer?

read this,
i'm not refering to you.
& thank you for helping so willingly.
& yes i didn't cherish it. 
still, it's between the both of us.


omg. I can't wait for band prac to start.
alright it's lil tooooo early.
but yeah, the thought of playing with those ppl, ting, zhang and wilson.
It should be quite fun.
But prac will be starting after CNY. yupp.

Slept at four plus last night.
Was meddling with my ipod.
Keeping myself damn f busy so that i won't anyhow think.

Yeah KFC's new manager kinda scary and crazy.
He offered me, uncle teo and uncle hock $3.50 to go back to KFC just to work for two days for the full timers to take a rest.
But nah, O's is the BIG PRIOR.
But i still do miss the staffs there.

NOTE :
i might be leaving xanga back to blogger.
So sorry. I think i'm using xanga for almost one year.
But, i'm still in the midst of editing my blog.
So yeah, ask me for link. Wouldn't be writing the link here.
And i'm still figuring how to use livejournal.

fyi : the blogger blog is open to all. Not locked yeah.

it's hard, to move on without you.
reading those old posts, i used to be so happy with you, declaring my love for you.
but now, everything's gone.
& i'm still waiting.

yeah. I'm in love with Ryan Cabrera nowwwww.

**

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on
I want to but I wanted you
Now you stay in my head
I'm not over you yet
I try to but I wanted you

Make no mistake I'm here in this place
And I'm waiting around for you
And I can't help it Im still searching
For some way to get through

I will always remember

thanks guys so much.
you all are the best.

dun treat me as transparent okay.
i'm still here.
what are you?

can't stand it.

things to concentrate on :

- try to understand my baby better, to bring out the best in him. so that i can play for the concert.
- decide on which qns to do for O lvl.
- decide which 1000 word essay qns i should write.
- decide if to return to KFC.
- decide if to be myself again.
- decide to go for Ken's birthday buffet at sakura.
- to be a SUPER pia gui.

Ystd night has never been any worse.
But thanks guys for being there for me.
 
Things bottling up inside me, i have to say it out.
Just hoping that you'll listen.

I know i've been sucha bitch for the past year.
Nobody cares anyway.
the one who mean the world to me; my life.
isn't here anymore.

I'll wait, wait till the day you return.
till then, i'll be loving you.

ilu.

--

Let's talk about
A way that we can work it out
we're running outta time
And the thought of a break up
Is tearing me up inside

We can work it out
If we talk about it
We can show the world
That you and I are fighting for it
We'll get through the worst
And I know we'll make it
If we stay together
We'll make it through alive

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry


i'm so f lost without you.

I'm going crazy, so f crazy.
i love you.
I will do everything for you.
i will. as long as you believe me.

feeling shit inside.
dun come near me, i'll burst out crying.

please, don't go, stay close.